Realizations

I'm gonna be an angry person
I'm not over my grandfather's death ill go in to details about  bothb

I have so much to say but they don't keepme logged in

As watching love Jones my favorite movie I think about Hinata and Harley quinn I really don't like Harley for some reason lately she's been on my mind I hate that fact I thought it was over I was done with her and I moved on I really don't want that Hinata on the other. Hand is on a different level I want the best for her even if its not with me I hope it could be but I'm not going to rush it I like being single I love being alone I think that's why me and the minion didn't work out because she wanted a lot of my time and my time I'm very selfish with . For the simple fact I wasted so much of it on other people wants and desires and I need to focus on me I have bounced from relationships for years ever since I started dating n I feel like I need to put that same attention on me.i don't know what tomorrow might bring so for now I'm detached from everything and everyone I can die and be happy and I can live and be happy I really don't have a real feeling because I know pain will come n order to deal with pain is to not run or just face it head on but stand your ground and keep pushing.i wrote a lil manifesto

There is no peace no hope only thing  that  remains is pain. You squabble  over frivolous  things such as money, respect  and power. I on the hand live for peace. However being demonized over and over again gets to be a toll on my soul that i can no longer withstand. I accept it. I am  a demon, i am satan. I no longer want happiness or even hatred. All i want is a  place where i can live in harmony. Even so humans will not see my vision of this perfect world. They will Continue to lie, cheat and cause destruction  to everyone  who dare to cross their  path. Humans are  a cancer that need to be eradicate in  order  them and this world be free. For months I've  walked the line of balance that resides in most people and during  my journey  i only felt pain. So i made the conclusion life is not love. Life is only pain.

As you can see someone have upset I don't like being upset so I let them go I will find happiness one day if I'm dead or alive that's up to the universe to decide