status update 7:34 9/3/, 11:00 9/7

What people need to understand that I have a.problem I have depression

With a lil other things mixed In like trust issues ,shutting down,annoyance by the feeling of being ignore so when people do the last one it make me shit down because I got trust issues it's a chain now how people can break the chain is making me feel special this would make me vulnerable and want to talk this breAking the chain but no-one does ok that's a bold claim let me say it's not often I could put I'm depressed on Facebook and everyone will ignore it if they do it I'm there now question I'm tired of playing second banana to people with my problems (I'm always there even if I'm feeling scared .About the main outcome but with me howcome whenever it's my turn  vent everyone say I'm done)I wrote that close to see year in some change and there's no change I'm trying to think positive but suicide is calling how can i not answer