The moment of clearity

I see how life works (and of course we would be high to come with a simple thing that have been plaguing us lately) even though we knew this already (yup) i took a personality test and it said im more sensing then feeling i said true and my friend took the same test and it said hes more thinging so it seems like he have his life together  which  is something i admire (we admire alot of people ) and they dont even know (the internet) but anyway i saw it as im weak i show my emotions too much. im so much a slave to my emotions  thats i don't  even realize my true thoughts.  its like that phrase if you think it  you do it. So if my emotions are clouding my true thoughts then im just doing what feel that's  dangerous  due to the fact that feelings change.(alot) i saw it as a flaw "i care too much and get hurt". Then i thought my  actions didnt really stay  consistent . Thats why women dont usually  believe  everything  i say because even though its true emotions there have to be thoughts to control the body correctly to follow through with a plan.Im very hopeful things will go well until im proven wrong. Then i thought emotions was why i was different because everyone is set out to be smart and not kind i used to think if you smart you haveto be heartless(i think you discussed this before ) i think i did too (yea we cant get high and try to write a blog)i mean we can but just cant travel and do it right ? (finish it )oh ok well simply put , put emotion behind your action to do with passion but think about what that action is and follow through with it a passion