Bf material

When I was younger my biggest  flaw was that I was husband  material  and no body wanted a husband  so why is it that i get older and now only a side nigga for a lot of people they want the sex or the emotions or the affection  but they don't want me fully they dont understand  how this affects me i feel like me being me pushes  them and thats fucked up because  im a pretty good person for the most just noone wants to claim i would claim myself n say i dont need anyone but right now im weak and vaulnerbable and who wouldn't want to have a person to love in their Corner i want that .....i want it badly 😔😔😔