The eternal battle

Today in america we are always at war. Not in the global sense but more in a introspective way. We fight between two main things: tradition and progression. The political parties basically built off this way of thinking democrats seemly more progessive while republicans  more traditional. Now an average person might say "well this is easy progress all the way" and they will be right the opposite  might argue that  traditional vaules are what we are lacking as a country and you know what they would be right as well. Both of these views have flaws but are both correct and needed  for a world that could peacefully coexist. Now this work on a metaphysics and even spiritual level as well. Masculine and feminine energy have less to do with gender or orientation  and more to do with the way one thinks. I spoke on this before so I'll make this brief. Masculine  energy is more logic straight forward  more static more ....traditional. While feminine energy is more emotional ever changing and yes more progressive. The reason we have these war are simple: power. We have been forced  to believe one must be over the other when that couldnt  be more  farther than the truth. We  need both to have peace and balance. After all for a war to end peacefully doesn't a compromise have to be reach so the positive  qualities both shine.  Call me an unrealistic optimist but i belive that is something to fight for. Not for one side to dominate but to have both win. I mean we all do what to win right?

Why be a myrter

This world is going to hell in a hand basket. People are the reason mainly because we cling to invisible belief. I say invisible because there is no actually proof to actually hold these things to be true and close to our hearts . When growing I was told to not talk about certain things. Politics and religion was among them. The reason is because people hold these things to their heart even going as far to blindly follow each tennet of each even if it doesn't agree on how they actually feel about the subject. This is toxic behavior due to the fact it leaves you closed minded to any new facts. This world is growing and evolving albeit slowly but growing nevertheless. Not to long ago top doctors said mental disorders are just demons inside the person mind. We are at the point now to know that's untrue. These "beliefs " work the same way old mixing with the new but if you keep old traditions in a new world you will be lost and highly outdated. Now heres why I cant be or why we don't deserve a mryter. When I say mryrter I mean like mlk someone who died in what he believed in. one we wont cherish them we treat the ones who protects us everyday like trash (no I don't mean the police they are part of the problem).  Think about the commitment people have to these ideals no matter how foolish they are they wont wake up to the truth. What's the truth you ask ill tell you. Its better to have ideas instead of blind faith belief. ideas can be changed beliefs are harder to actually change, Think about any religious fanatic or political nutjob. When you point out the flaws of their thinking they would dismiss it 9 out of 10 times. That's how devoted they are to cause me personally think trhats crazy as hell. its like facts are just staring you in the face but you choose to ignore them no based on anything else but how you feel. Now I know it sounds weird coming from me a person who champion free thought and free speech but thing is its not free thoughts hell its the opposite. They don't think like based on experiences or even facts its all based on a biased view point that most likely come from someone in the past who probably change their ideas if they lived in this day and age. the best way to combat this just be your own self  and let people do whatever. I myself wont put myself on line unless its for my own ideas which I will tell people to not blindly follow if you agree with me cool if you agree with some things but not others also cool because you are your own person and isn't that what this life is about? Now I bought this up because I was asked to do for my fellow black people and as much I love my people I cant put myself on the line where them their selves cant agree on a hero. They tear down brother Malcolm, Martin, Strokley Carmichael. Want to be called African Afro American melanated etc and forreal its tiring I know it shouldn't its all about the culture at the end of the day but that's a big undertaking.

Undocumented feelings

Due to my reclusive nature , my unwillingness to be completely vulnerable except on my blog(something i have been negelcting lately ) and the speed that my mind goes, its extremely  difficult for me to actually see  how far i came. None of my milestones are actually documented even though these last two years was the most life changing years. My thinking is different,my mannerisms are different, the way i handle life is different. I still will be me, the same sarcastic asshole who loves to create and do things my way (rather if its detrimental or not) whos passionate about  certain things (sometimes too passionate)childish but mature, complex but can still be understanding.  Thats who i always will be (thank you stars and planets) but i evolved so much. The whole point of this came from my wondering why i still like the gorillaz and i realised that like me their sound always changing. Its hard to actually categorize them. Hopefully my music Will be the same.

If I ever finish it it's quite hard to feel the same feelings I felt before I grew so much from earlier this year and from last year when the first so was made . But it will be done I need to be out more with or with out people I got a vision I got a passion I got a burning desire n it's time for me to do something with it