Due to my reclusive nature , my unwillingness to be completely vulnerable except on my blog(something i have been negelcting lately ) and the speed that my mind goes, its extremely difficult for me to actually see how far i came. None of my milestones are actually documented even though these last two years was the most life changing years. My thinking is different,my mannerisms are different, the way i handle life is different. I still will be me, the same sarcastic asshole who loves to create and do things my way (rather if its detrimental or not) whos passionate about certain things (sometimes too passionate)childish but mature, complex but can still be understanding. Thats who i always will be (thank you stars and planets) but i evolved so much. The whole point of this came from my wondering why i still like the gorillaz and i realised that like me their sound always changing. Its hard to actually categorize them. Hopefully my music Will be the same.
If I ever finish it it's quite hard to feel the same feelings I felt before I grew so much from earlier this year and from last year when the first so was made . But it will be done I need to be out more with or with out people I got a vision I got a passion I got a burning desire n it's time for me to do something with it
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