Losing lust of love

For a person i was forreal for me to even think this  is outta pocket but i starting to believe that love is not for me. (I know being the lovey dovey ass bull you used to be you will say this is withholding love) yea but know its just  i love my self deeply like i fell in love with me like really. I got hurt so much and i hurt so much that i dont even want try to connect with someone that much in that level i find it pointless. Noone going to go through that pain  to put my heart back together they would rather think about them. Its a lot of selfish  people in the  world why would i give peole the chance to hurt me or hurt people . So why not