Grow wing pains

The funny part about growing you have to do it alone even if you in relationship.

Me personally, I cant take too much energy without recharging. That's me. This whole trip have been draining and instead of getting the understanding I  desired. I'm forced to just get up and keep going. Yesterday had to get numb. Today it would be expressing but I can't because its not only my vacation and I don't have anyone else I can talk to without venting.

Nicki wanted to see me so she cant and it's upsetting
I'm tired of complaining to Juan
Phy just had his daughter
Patra over there stressing
My mom got family issues of her own


So I have to try empty all of my frustrations out on my blog and dairy before we reach destinations otherwise I'm going to snap sooner or later I can feel it building and I don't want to ruin any ones good times


Hell I don't want to ruin my own good time. Its a fun day planned so imma try hard to just be in the present




I didn't say it before but I'm proud of you regardless you trying that's all that can be asked from you
Just breathe