If you are a fan of the blog, its not uncommon to know im a serial monogamous. When i took a year off and started dating again. I met a 🚺 that i started talking too. However she was possessive with the one thing i give to anyone i love :time. See i love myself. I like being alone, its very enjoyable to me. I dont like needing people. I would feel that way until the Nights. So when i found someone who would actually give me the attention i craved. I jumped on it n to be honest she actually had my ❤ but i couldnt be a puppet. Im too free to be a homebody i like chilling but but what we getting green more if we anit going to see more. Its a whole 🌎 out there i want to see more. I was On that type of time she wasnt on my level. No offense to her but she wasnt im not going to go into details( why not) i dont feel like it and im not here for the slander. Anyway the reason why i brought this up is for a simple fact that i know what i want. And i want........( ok time for you to get out your feelings) maybe you need to get into yours what was up with you today? (You too geeked to even see anything past your crush.) And you're becoming more and more jaded. Like you're fighting for survival......do you think im going to k...( kill me? You cant even if you wanted to. ) so why do you feel the need to be in the spotlight? Why must you exert dominance {hes scarred of change } (did i ask you?) { no but its the truth you like the feeling of being comfortable.nothing wrong with it just we all know if we stay the same we see no change} ok but what does that have to do with the anger ?{ we need it anyway look the next project is going to be about people. write how you feel } both of us ? {Yes} ( i will when he get out his feelings) { grow up you know thats his thing he's the ❤ thats what he do. You are the brain. As the brain you is supposed to make sure he dont do anything stupid. But you have you to make be able and willing to try to do something new} dont tell me what to do until you can Explain my heart. (Whatever i don't want you to get hurt again we ALL feel pain when you get hurt) im being safe we actually Did Alll the steps we supposed to do. Talking, flirting ,(kissing ) that wasnt part of the plan but it doesnt go further. She even like you!! i dont get why you mad { like i said hes scared } (not scared just...... cautious) and thats ok but im strong and can handle it. Imma be like her and learn to dance in the rain. (But shes a dancer ) and what are we (a rapper ){ poet} and a writer how can we express the pain or even joy of rain and we dont experience it. (......){i agree}
{We meditating today ?}
Yea ....
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........i miss my grandmom
I miss my pop pop
Jimi do you have anything
{As footstepts in the dark approaches
We learn we only fear the unknown
We must learn to confront this fear
And continue walking
Because it might just be our future self we walk into}
Beautiful
Today i also learned the power of hugs. They can really melt a cold heart.......if its genuine
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