The way I think is not really what you would call orthodox. My mind spins everyday and it goes at a rate that I cant control. Most times im trying to find the reason I feel empty that's been now my mission of life. Its no longer just trying to gain knowledge and evolve but more of trying to fill a void with ........ something. I have no idea more what exactly I need or want. and it comes to a point where im looking for what I want or what I need. I want to be around like miii can evolve by being in the circumference of likeminded people. However im around the opposite which is not always bad its more of a plus due to the fact that difference brings change. maybe its the fact that I love this fantasy world I created so long that I haven't let go of it. which brings up another question should I consider this world a fantasy or a possible reality. The drugs, the sex , the love (big difference), the music , the experences. I guess with all of this knowledge im gaining for my spiritual im getting bored physical. the spiritual growth is a part of the thing that fills the void but its not completed.
Maybe im bored or thinking too hard
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