Monday, August 8, 2016
Rule of 33
I know I promised a continueation of the god complex theory just let me get this out the way. While watching my hero acardia (plus ultra) I realized that I my potenal has never been reach I have short burst of increadilble will power and I use it up I burn out n back to being depressed based on the 33 theory I thought of (I heard of another I didn't see it yet tho) I cant do that unless I have a good amount of focus and my focus work by 33 when I believe im motivated most times its 33 percent its wasn't until I left trinity did I see and understand I can be pushed to 66 % because I focused a lot on her instead now within that time(less then a year ) I got my permit ,got over a decade long depression had two jobs from none and working on other art forms such as photography and story telling. im not disclosing all of this information to brag but just to show that this is easily done and as you can see by my old blog inside the cocoon I was feeling pretty worthless but I always felt I had more potential then I give myself credit for. so now with this understanding of 33 I know my next step is 99 but I don't know how to get there yet except push through heres why I believe this theory in the first place. All my life I skated by life I got lazy and got to be used to being mediocre. All the work given to me was too easy that probably explain why i have multiple intrest. I get bored easily if its no challenge. So with things in my life i might sabotage it. Its just now u have use my focus motivation and will power to power through to my 100%
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