Friday, December 8, 2017

{Wasted} (potential)

Ok yall pity party is over can we get up n do something
(Do what? Right now whats going to help?)
{Whats going to be worthwhile?}
Anything you just cant start on top not how it works you gotta work for it
(You would know about working)
What do you mean???
(So you forgot what you did)
Yea you need to meditate
(So remember your version of mediation)
......let it go it's in the past why you bring it up?
(Why not? it made it us feel good)
Why?Im NOT GOING back
(Sooner or later you will)
{Why you trying to to get him to go back}
(Because its satisfying)
{Are you the reason why we stagnant now }
Hes self destructive again
(I dont see a point of surviving)
....jett......
(Im not a good person)
Who is honestly?
(I dont want to keep playing this charade)
{You dont want to fail}
Right you dont even want to play
(I just dont see a point )
{You really let that affect you huh }
( ill just repress it again)
I dont think thats healthy
(Maybe not but it works. So im gonna need you to close up for a min)
I cant do that too many people need me to be open
(Are they going to be there for you when you self destruct or are they going to leave again????)
...............
(Exactly how about you art boy anything to add or are you just going to remain silent)
{You have to control you anger and learn from your pain}
(Easier said than done . i dont feel .........ok)
{And thats ok}
( for me you know thats far from the truth)
{Pick your self up }
(Will do. when mr emotional close up)
.......ill try jimi supposed to take the wheel
{When one of us is not ok we all fucked up this is a team effort }
.........tell him to stop antaginizing and ill close enough
(.......i guess ......)
{If we work together we can get through this yall }


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