Vulnerability

Through my eyes glossed with tears i  pour words that i wasnt Strong enough to say to any other human to a page. Because i know it wont talk back or judge me. Im not ok vur i will not place my burdens on any other soul. I know they have their personal struggle and some are much greater than mine. And they do not understand i look up at them as sooo strong way stronger than me. I cant handle or even begin to even fathom. Now this will make realize my problems are not as bad as i thought.t han why am i crying? Why am i hurting? Why do my mind torment me like this? Why do the secrets i contain in my brain grow past a point of discomfort to straight pain ? Why do cry? How im getting by ? Why when people ask am i ok why do i lie? I just need support i need help for this to end........

Hey im pretty sure yall wanted me to write /create soo......