Tuesday, January 9, 2018

Create or destroy

Or 



As the days go on i feel the urge to smoke less but to cut more i know its just a reaction from doing that habit for so long.

I need a good long endearing, sincere ,loving ,caring embrace without the threat of being caught or the feeling that this is wrong. I just want to be held but thats hard to ask for if you good externally but internally im slowly breaking. Maybe due to nerves. Im starting a new job finishing an old one . a new Project being released . a new look i have to dedicate too also a new person who trying to be my significant other. Alot is happening n its a tad bit over whelming. But i guess these bottles would have to work. And i not to mention my insomnia coming back.......





Like i said 
Ssometimes you need comfort........

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