The purpose

If it was obvious ive been watching death note i Just finished it today. I was thinking about my purpose the same way light had his.

SPOILERS

Heres the significance

Light wanted to be a god. Justice incarnate. Fine. To punish the wicked for the betterment of the righteous. They even said the crime rate went down due to kiras action. He done alot of illegal things to make things better. The ends justified the means. Now intent vs action thats another story and another post. But the point of this is to bring awareness to planing. By planning and trying to be a step ahead of everyone. Hes in control. He got as far as he did he only got stopped by a team effort, but he got as far as he did by looking ahead. Being with my "living in the moment, impulsive" girlfriend i slowly realized thats not me. Shes a go with the flow type of person. me ,on the other hand is very much a researcher someone who would plan with a purpose to get ahead. Now i can survive by adapting but i need a plan. I have to see where im going. I thought it was wrong to do but truely thats whats been holding me back. Not having a goal a view that i can go towards. I thought going with the flow will leave things open for me but if im open to anything then its best i work on everything ......but i dont. Its not enough hours or resource for that to be possible to me. I can start what i can do . instead of trying to wear all my hats at one time i take one hat make sure it fits and allow that hat to make room for another hat. Never forget i have these  interests but dont focus on all. Focus on just one at a time

Just

Gotta

FOCUS!!!