dreams

I had a dream i was underwater. The only thing i had on my mind was trying to find new love or rather love in general. while searching i found a mermaid actually a group of mermaids. Now the thing is mermaid imagery was never really my thing. i never really got in to the lore of them or even found an allure to them. however i followed them down to the bottom of the ocean only to really find a solid answer on what i want. Right now at the moment of typing this i can not recall what was the definite answer but i do remember me being satisfied enough to wake up feeling good.

Another dream was more pragmatic. I saw myself be corrupted by the people around me. I was talking to some trusted men about women and the flaws with them and the only real advice i got from them was to say fuck them im young its in my best interest to just treat them like crap the same way they treated us. Now anyone who knows me personally knows i always try to make a reason on why the women treat us the way they do. Having sisters and females companions i see the fuck shit men do and realize that most times the men ways and actions play a big part on what makes a woman act a certain way. Not in this dream, in this dream i l fell more into victim role and said fuck it and treated random women like trash just fucking and leaving and having no remorse for my actions. i was the truest definition of a fuckboy.


now the second dream was a sight of what i could have been if i wasn't so attached to my moral when it comes to women. Being a fuck boy is easy its not hard , whats hard is admitting mistakes that what makes you a man but who am i to judge.
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i dont have a gavel.