Shinra Tensei

To push people away is never my intention. However being that im doing sos (so i gotta call for help but this sos im calling gotta be answer by myself) The introspection( i like that ) thanks, i have to push people away.Its easy a thing for me to do for real to just push people away. Most times its not on purpose or even because i dont want you around trust me i do (some times we crave it ) yea but to beg is never what i would do (ok question not long ago you said you would be more social what happen? ) well for the sucidal feelings came while driving. the feeling of having that much power of someone life made me lose focus and ive been having focus lately. so ironically i found out holding everything in is hurting but im so scared to make a connection because i know how fast it can be destroyed and noone is permanent and its best to think about you (still thinking about ......) yes (let it go ) i will



in my art



but for now

everyone get away