im thinking of these words as I am writing them. After looking up the lyrics of the kid cudi song "All in" I realize instead of a love song ,like I though it was, it was actually a message to his fan about his music. He was saying his heart was "all in" the commitment to the craft and to keep making great art for his fans. I thought it was it was all in to another person. He says "no one makes me feels secure except you and now im all in" . When he said you I thought was obviously talking to another person like a conversation but no he was talking to "you " the listener. When you consider an outcast or a loner or weird, you tend to seek for a place where you can just fit in with people who understand you. I can relate to that. I think a number of other artists who actually show who they are to connect with fans. To make you feel less insecure and isn't that what we need. A bunch of people who can connect over something. idk maybe im thinking too hard . But here's the kicker (the big surprise) Ive met someone like that . someone who make feel less..........insecure. Now I have people in my life that also do the same thing but this one ...............is different
(I thought batman always have a plan )
Shut up
Anyways I was thinking about doing the same thing with my music. showing all sides of me and basically being an open book. (This is gonna leave me exposed) not necessarily. There is a reason why you learned your defensive tactics just so you can open up easily(ok make sense) so with that said I got to become my number one fan again. I doubt my music is good because its not like everyone else.(or not on the levels of the greats ) but the thing is I have to make own lane and do whatever feels right. all my life I knew thing without me knowing things it was a gift if you will. the whole point is to trust the universe (god ) {jah} (the creator) yourself then maybe life would be easy think before I act but don't forget to act
heres the song if you wanted to hear it
all in
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