Express 🚆 ing

This is my face when im chillin,content ,thinking basically anything not extreme.


                                          I hate that.

People tell me good news its that face. So i say words like congratulation but even sometimes my emotions inmy voice is muted. However i realize once i smoke.

You can hear my thoughts from me. You can see my emotions. you can feel sincerity of what i say. And i dont just say that because its weed i say it because for me it frees my mind so its plus for me.
However i shouldn't need a drug for me to open and express myself. Another reason that i found out that i really like being alone. For a while it was a bother but now going out by myself,chilling by myself watching shows by myself and now most of all reading and writing.

                             Especially writing
That has litterally been on my mind all the time even if its a song or a story. Just the feeling of a pen to paper idk its very........zen. Its like a form of meditation.



Funny ....it gives me solitude and a way to express myself.......