Nothing special

this might be alil self deprecating........

but i think its nothing special about me. 

ok thats far from the truth. Iknow my talents. I know my strengths. I guess its more of  im losing faith that something big is gonna happen to me or that im  gonna reach the standards or quality of life  that  i set for myself. I feel like i might have aimed too high.

"Shoot for the moon so even if you miss in the midst of the stars is where you land " Curren$y

Understandable, but you can completely miss the target 

i feel like i missed my target. and the wings aka my faith have been plucked. im just losing hope that im going to make it . im know i can adapt its about prevailing n being more. and i dont feel like i have more or even if its more in store that should even be shown. like why ??

Why???