In this dream I was deemed incompetent to lead the construction of a highway which leads me to being berated by my father
Now it could be different reasons
The show Mr robot deals with losing grips of reality
The book I'm reading have a character who is a prince with the power to go into other people dreams.
So this all could be a result of my overactive imagination.
Ok
Giving the fact I just went through a situation where my authority been tested. and I felt small because of it. On my day off (today) and with me finishing the book. It could just been my mind being creative.
Ok
But it felt real ...and more than that it felt.... familiar. Like I been to this land multiple times and just recently I was pushed to be king.
Could this be the reason for my feelings? In this dream world I'm being berated by a king who wants to make sure his son (me) is up to snuff to be king?
Or
Could it be the fact that now living on my own Making my own decisions with my girlfriend who I feel I must protect and provide like king would his kingdom play a part?
I just had a issue with God. Could he be the king? Could the highway be the connection between him and me ???
Could I just be losing it?
Could I just be making connection that's not there?
Grasping at straws?
I hate not knowing.
It makes me feels helpless because I can't fix the issue.
You can't troubleshoot the mind
Maybe I need sleep but I cant sleep
Not like this my mind is racing
Like cars
On an empty highway
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