Men-tors

Me personally, I'm a more hands-on type of learner. I need someone to tell me what to do, how to do it and I will freak it out and make it more personal to me.  Thats how I learned video games I play the tutorial and then just explore the rest through trail and error. Which could be the reason why I like fighting games most of them are the same when you boil it all down. Its more of what type of style works best for this what type of character. However, when it comes down to other activities, I need a certain type of expertise to help me find my way. This is where a mentor would come in.


Lately, I have noticed i do have mentors .......they just don't know it.  I already mentioned video games I have a mentor for that. Art of writing I have a mentor for that. However, who can be a mentor for life?

This where the common person would use religion to fulfill this purpose. Using figures like Jesus, Mohammad,  even Hallie Selassie Now while these figures are great they don't live in modern times in America, so the way they live is completely different. I can take what they said and move accordingly. Another reason why words are important because they can they be left behind. So watch your words.

But someone to look up to its hard without idolizing them it creates a loop that goes with seeing someone and empathizing with someone. This way of thinking can help whatever you studying. you can see how someone reacts to it. Like me, if you get me talking about art I might rant with the intensity that my normally somber and relaxed nature would never push myself to get to. and it's not on purpose its a natural reaction. because I love it so much. It hasn't been people who have this level of intensity and if I meet them they would not have it for the same thing I study so it wouldn't make a good internship.

This is why I want to get around people with the same passions. I need too but I can't find them. maybe if I release more work I could......

Men in particular. The strong presence of masculine energy (i know it doesn't matter by gender but roll with me here ) my brother locked up my father is distant and the older peers in my life that wasn't already my sensai in other areas are not on my type time. So its  struggle....
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