so

i was thinking that alot of people left me in my life. Rather its through circumstances thats out of our control or just growing apart. Its sad to see people or hear about people that was once everything or at least an critcal part of life to have them just fizzle out to be nothing.


This is why i have you. i dont trust anyone in my life...............
Well let me stop saying that its negative anc countrwr productive. i didnt trust people in my life im working on the fact that people can be perminate and actually stay around for a long time if you llet them.
Sadly i think im losing two friends who are close to me and its only so much i can do when the weather breaks i hope i can see them more with me not wanting to stay in the house all day.



i gotta stay overtime at work today


it is what it is