Allow me to reintroduce myself

 I was wondering why am i being anti social on social media platforms. well for one i was anti social period. Still kinda am on the low im very selective on i have conversations with. Small talk bore me so i wont always involve myself in it. however i know how to be social and in order to be an artist  i have to use that social aspect to prevail . The reason im liked as a person is because im open and i make people fall in love with me with words alone. i can be real joy to be around and sprinkle some real shit every now and again. i went through the artist stage  you know the dark brooding mysterious character because i thought that was a way i can be more logical so i found out how to be both ( so you found out how to..... balance?)  basically. To balance my child like nature with my adult sensibilities. Now i  haven't mastered it yet but im getting a hang of it. I can be friendly because iam naturally friendly (you what i think this is) wah gwon  (i think this is a way to hide your dark side) .......😏 (you sneaky bastard) what? i didn't think of this alone but i kept seeing the future and how it plays out and me being passive and quiet is not gonna be easy for me to grow. My sun, mercury and Venus is in Gemini. that's all communication how you gonna find the one if we dont talk shes not just gonna fall in your lap. (true ) look we are a flawed fucked up individual (lol individual ) but we have a beautiful dark soul that can be shown (and the plan??)  if it happens it happpens if not we keep going ( im with you ) really ?? ( of couse i just don't want to be pleasant all the time i need time alone too) most definitely that can be arranged ( pinky swear 😏) who's the bastard now ?😔