House not a home

There is an old saying that goes a home is where the heart lives well i feel homeless because of my current residence dont have that quality. Nothing in there can actually make me feel comfortable. Everyone in there have their own agenda. Which is fine but its more of a bunch of roommates rather than my stepmom dad and sister. Its not really what they do its more of what they dont do. Its like a empty shell where people come through. when we do have the chance to stop i seem to be the odd one out just reminding me that they are just the family im the third wheel. The outkast n ifeel like that om the outside i shouldnt have to feel that way in my own house. After i stayed in a place where love flows n things get done but that house is sooo .......tired . Exhausted. I dont blame them for that but it just makes me feell..........

Isolated