Trigger Warning

Until You wake up with You're  gonna fail everyday
Everyday you're a failure just as soon as you open your eyes

No one can help their words are not going to make things easier just getting off my chest is not enough

I want it to stop.

Things are not as funny enjoyable or even entertaining.

Constant thoughts of cutting again.

Starting to be replaced with just thoughts of death

No one can see that tho gotta put a mask on you gotta be fake like everyone else because besides the negative repercussions and the damage it can do to an image.

I don't need pity hell I don't want sympathy
I don't need anyone to understand

They all understand

I just want it to end....now


And dreams are a joke goals are a joke they just make life harder

Caring about others and the world see how bad it is n it's nothing you can do to stop it because you are a nobody

Just a dirty intelligent shit for brain who lost the will to live

Add the pressure of everyone looking at you like you a nut case and everyone else want to spend time with you because they struggling n you do better with their feelings then your own...

Let's not forget anxiety and responsibilities and the clock is ticking 26 years old too young to complain about struggle n too old to be affected by it

Oh and yoohoo introvert over here emotions are hard for me to just speak I have to mentally get it first and so far everyone thing is well that's life and it's gonna be hard well I can fail because it was too hard Soo I don't care



So no I don't want to talk
I don't want a break
I just want this to stop....
Please